[06:18 PM Thu, 09/15, 2005] Have you ever prayed to the night sky? Under one of them cold street lights? Watched another stolen car drive then lose your hope and say "This is where I'll die"? But you try to say you know me. But you try to say you're from my world. Well, have you ever gone to sleep to the sounds of the gunshots, sirens, and violence all alone? They want to break me down. I hope I can hold my ground. Your world is MTV. Spring breaks and ecstasy. You got your hopes and you'll get your dreams. Well, that choice wasn't there for me. My world remains unseen by you. Poverty and no family, Broken homes and broken dreams, I fall upon the thorns of life. I bleed. They want to break me down. I won't back down. They try to break me down. I hope I can hold my ground. I ain't I your kind of white. I ain't that kind of white. I'll never be your kind of white, I'll never be your kind 'cause you made me outcast. I ain't your kind of white. I've never been your kind of white. I ain't that kind of white 'cause I'm a lowlife outcast piece of white trash. Five years on down the road (you've got) two kids and a high paying job, (with a) picket fence and a college degree. Well, that choice wasn't there for me. This path on which I walk: it ain't a game and it ain't all talk. This is all I ever had. This is all they ever let me have. I ain't ever been nor will I ever be another blind eye in society. I seen the way it was for the people like me. I seen the way it was for the families so... Have you ever prayed to the night sky? Under one of them cold street lights? Watched another stolen car drive by and lost your hope and said "This is where I'll die"? I ain't I your kind of white. I ain't that kind of white. I'll never be your kind of white, I'll never be your kind 'cause you made me outcast. I ain't your kind of white. I've never been your kind of white. I ain't that kind of white 'cause I'm a lowlife outcast piece of white trash. !BIG MR JESS!.

[10:49 PM Sat, 08/20, 2005] hey whats up guys comment on my lj i havent been on it in so long 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

[10:46 PM Sun, 07/10, 2005] Chorus 2X: samples from "Still Tippin'"] "Back then hoes didn't want me, now I'm hot hoes all on me" "Back then hoes didn't want me, now I'm hot hoes all on me - I SAID" "Back then hoes didn't want me, now I'm hot hoes all on me" "Back then hoes didn't want me, now I'm hot hoes all on me - I SAID" [Mike Jones] Mike Jones!! Befo' I came up in the game these hoes didn't show no love They see me in the club and used to treat me like a scrub They wouldn't holla cause my dollars wasn't swoll enough I bet they change they mind when them 80 4's come rollin up They see that I'm a star, now they wanna sit in my car Now they wanna count my cheese, smoke my weed and sip my bar now They used to love to me diss me, now they rush to hug and kiss me now They tellin all they friends when I leave how they miss me now 2 8 1, 3 3 oh, eight zero zero fo' Hit Mike Jones up on the low cause Mike Jones about to blow Befo' the ice was in my grill, befo' I got my major deal These hoes wouldn't give a damn if I was heah, geah Befo' the ice was in my grill, befo' I got my major deal These hoes wouldn't give a damn if I was heah, geah Befo' the ice was in my grill, befo' I got my major deal These hoes wouldn't give a damn if I was heah, geah - because [Chorus] [Mike Jones] I remember back den, most of them hoes couldn't stand me But now them same hoes beggin me to pull down they pantiesA couple of 'em said I was cute but I was just too chubby Same size a year later the same hoes wanna fuck me Because they see me paid, pimpin pens, workin my jelly And I ain't trippin cause my pockets stick out mo' than my belly They know I'm paid, livin laid in the shade 2 slabs in the Escalade with fo' or five estates Then know that I got it made, I'm a motherfuckin baller She would want a nigga now but I ain't got no time to call her I'ma stall her like she stalled me, now she tryin to call me Bitch I'ma drown yo' whole ass like you Dom P I'm Mike Jones, don't act like you don't know the name Ain't nuttin changed but my change, I'ma stay the same I'm Mike Jones, don't act like you don't know the name Ain't nuttin changed but my change, I'ma stay the same [Chorus] [Mike Jones] Befo' my paper came, befo' I got my fame These hoes that's poppin on me now didn't even know my name They said my flow was lame, they said I had no game I told 'em all I was fin' to blow they thought I was insane But they my name started blowin up quick, now they jumpin on my dick Cause they see me on the rise and oh now my paper thick But they my name started blowin up quick, now they jumpin on my dick Because they see me on the rise and oh now my paper thick [Chorus - 2X] !BIG MR JESS!.

[11:22 PM Fri, 06/24, 2005] ARM       THE      HOMELESS     THE    COBALT      8$       at the door     GO GO GO GO 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

[10:19 PM Sat, 06/11, 2005] ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 1  CRAZY!! NIGHT 1_!BIG MR JESS!.

[04:56 PM Tue, 05/31, 2005] So many times left alone. This was my only home. Again down on my luck this is all I fucking got. You think it's sad that I'm still here. Well save that shit cuz I don't fucking care. All I've seen, all you've taught to me, is forever instilledi in me. You say you fucking live for this, but what the fuck did you ever give? I gave everything. You know I'll die to keep this alive. Because of this ever dies, I fucking die. Life and death for me. 1_!BIG MR JESS!.

[07:31 PM Tue, 05/17, 2005] Hey!!!!!! Scotty doesn't know, That Fionna and me, Do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him shes in church, But she doesn't go, Still shes on her knees, and... Scotty doens't know, oh. Scotty doesn't know-oh. So don't tell Scotty! Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know. SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY! Fionna says shes out shopping, But shes under me and I'm not stopping. Cuz Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know. So don't tell Scotty. Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... DON'T TELL SCOTTY! I can't believe he's so trusting, While I'm right behind you thrusting. Fionna's got him on the phone, and she's trying not to moan. It's a three way call, and he knows nothing. NOTHING!!! Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Don't tell Scotty. Cuz Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY! We'll put on a show, everyone will go. Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... The, parking lot, why not? It's so cool when you're on top. His front lawn, in the snow. Life is so hard, cuz... Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know. I did her on his birthday. Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Don't tell Scotty. Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... Scotty will know, Scotty has to know, Scotty's gotta know, Gonna tell Scotty, Gonna tell him myself. Scotty has to know, Scotty has to know, Scotty has to, Scotty has to, Scotty has to go! Scotty doesn't know, (Don't tell Scotty) Scotty doesn't know, (Don't tell Scotty) Scotty doesn't know... Scotty's gotta go! 6_!BIG MR JESS!.

[01:30 AM Fri, 05/13, 2005] living the life  of a hardcore kid 2 steppin with all your might gettin ready 2 fight throwin up ur crew like what we all do gettin drunk as fuck after the show showin how much we love the music THIS IS BEING A HARDCORE KID 1_!BIG MR JESS!.

[08:07 PM Sun, 05/08, 2005] 1-California...knows how to party   California...knows how to party   In the citaaay of L.A.   In the citaaay of good ol' Watts   In the citaaay, the city of Compton   We keep it rockin!  We keep it rockin! Verse One: Dr. Dre Now let me welcome everybody to the wild, wild west  A state that's untouchable like Elliot Ness The track hits ya eardrum like a slug to ya chest  Pack a vest for your Jimmy in the city of sex We in that sunshine state with a bomb ass hemp beat the state where ya never find a dance floor empty And pimps be on a mission for them greens lean mean money-makin-machines servin fiends I been in the game for ten years makin rap tunes ever since honeys was wearin sassoon Now it's '95  and they clock me and watch me Diamonds shinin lookin like I robbed Liberace It's all good, from Diego to tha Bay  Your city is tha bomb if your city makin pay Throw up a finger if ya feel the same way  Dre puttin it down for Californ-i-a (repeat 1) 2-Shake it shake it baby   Shake it shake it baby   Shake it shake it mama   Shake it Cali   Shake it shake it baby   Shake it shake it shake it shake it... Verse Two: 2Pac Out on bail fresh outta jail California dreamin Soon as I stepped on the scene I'm hearin hoochies screamin Fiendin for money and alcohol the life of a west side playa where cowards die Only in Cali where we riot now rallies are live and die  In L.A. we wearin Chucks not Ballies (that's right) Dressed in Locs and khaki suits and ride is what we do Flossin but have caution we collide with other crews Famous cause we program worldwide Let'em recognize from Longbeach to Rosecrans Bumpin and grindin like a slow jam, it's west side So you know the row won't bow down to no man Say what you say But give me that bomb beat from Dre Let me serenade the streets of L.A. From Oakland to Sacktown The Bay Area and back down Cali is where they put they mack down Give me love! (rpt 1) (dre) now make it shake... (rpt 2) Outro: Dre, 2Pac uh, yeah, uh, longbeach in tha house, uh yeah Oaktown, Oakland definately in tha house hahaha Frisko, Frisko (Tupac) hey, you know LA is up in this Pasadina, where you at yeah, Ingelwood, Ingelwood always up to no good (Tupac) even Hollywood tryin to get a piece baby Sacramento, sacramento where ya at? yeah Throw it up y'all, throw it up, Throw it up Let's show these fools how we do this on that west side Cause you and I know it's tha best side yeah, That's riight west coast, west coast uh, California Love California Love 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

[08:00 PM Thu, 04/28, 2005] (Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting) This distance This disillusion I cling to memories While falling Sleep brings relief And the hope of a new day Waking the misery Of being without you Surrender I give in A moment is another eternity Seek me for comfort Call me for solice I'll be waiting For the end of my broken heart Completion I'll be waiting For the end of my broken heart You know me You know me all to well My only desire Is to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture A bitter memory 3_!BIG MR JESS!.

[06:42 PM Sun, 04/24, 2005] HELLA-TIZZIGHT MY BEATIFUL LOVELY SWEETHEART MY LOVER BRITTANY GARCIA FUCKING HAS ME SAYING THAT NOW !BIG MR JESS!.

[10:12 AM Sun, 04/17, 2005] HATEBREED 8_!BIG MR JESS!.

[08:11 PM Thu, 04/14, 2005] A.T.H ARM THE HOMELESS 5_!BIG MR JESS!.

[02:50 PM Sun, 04/10, 2005] THE WAS A TIGHT SHOW DUDE FRIDAY WAS SICK              A.T.H                                STRIKIN WAS SICK DUE 3_!BIG MR JESS!.

[04:00 PM Sat, 04/02, 2005] I'LL OVERCOME             RISE BACK UP 4_!BIG MR JESS!.

[09:58 PM Wed, 03/23, 2005] E    H    S       (ETHEREAL HARDCORE SOLDIERS ) 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

[09:58 PM Thu, 03/17, 2005]  WE       HAVE       A      SHOW       ON        APRIL    27     IN         SANTA     CLARITA          LINEUP 1.ETHEREAL 2.FATEL EMBRACE 3.IF IT KILLS 4.A.T.H 5.HERO 6.STRICKIN 4_!BIG MR JESS!.

[09:58 PM Mon, 03/14, 2005] ETHEREAL: LET DEATH BE OUR VERTUE 4/20/05     5 SONGS 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

[09:58 PM Fri, 03/04, 2005]          NO MORE LIES NO MORE OF UR SHIT JUST GIVE IT UP HAVE MORE DIGNITY ON UR SHIT JUST THROW IT UP     ETHEREAL 8_!BIG MR JESS!.

[09:58 PM Wed, 02/16, 2005]       Take Ur Integrity and keep it 2_!BIG MR JESS!.

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